destroyed outdoors - hard

that man couldnt ... me if i was ... a whole day before he got to me and fucked me till his dick was raw and finished beforei woke up cuz Id be begging him to ... me with that cock soon as i woke up and hoping he gets off seeing my big dick drip precum for days with blueballs till i am so horny for him it'd make me cum hands free (which i already know i can do if im enjoying sucking a guys dick) purely from pleasuring his cock n making me use a mouth gaurd once i nut so he can punch my balls like a speedbag while hes balls deep non stop and anything else his ever thought up to do with his dick but didnt cuz it would be painful or maybe harmful--- long as it can be done again then its just pain not removal and id say yes sir.. been tryna find even a moderately aggressive top for years and havent even found a single dude not too scared to lightly slap my balls much less see how much i can take in my area so a perfectly sculpted and tattoo'd guy like him could treat me like a true sex slave and set it up so my (perfect fora top but im a sub- big dick and nuts) would never experience anything but pain without safeword. and if it might rupture a ball tryin it on one first means even if one is destroyed the other is enough to ensure my sex drive stays and is never satiated. hes so masculine and mouthwatering he could order me to edge myself and not nut then squeeze and puch until i beg for mercy and bend it back to make me nut in my own ass, dp me with my own dick and if i nut use the overwhelming sensation we recoil from against me and not stop... except maybe to force the rest of my junk into me with his dick as a plunge loader... but even the average cute guy with a flat stomach would get treated to anything he desired that i could do if he was willing to use my nuts as a punching bag for 30 seconds... certainly im so tired of lookin to scratch that kink id fuck with dudes im the opposite of attracted to if they were willing to help me experience a kink im into.. if i could just do it to myself i would but for some reason its like tickling almost and it isnt painful OR sensual for me to cbt myself

I want to be butally r@ped outdoors please! OINK